Tainted Friendship

Have you ever experienced waking up one day and you don’t care about that one person who used to be everything to you, or maybe played a big part in your life? Have you? ‘Cause I have.
I really don’t know what happened. It’s just that there was this one person in school, he was my best friend. Yeah, I call him as “Tatay” and he call me as "Anak". We talk a lot everyday beside the staircase before class starts and at the student lounge after class, talking about senseless things about both of our lives. Exchanging opinions about something and sharing problems. And then this day came, I woke up, went to school, I saw him, said “HI” and I felt awkwardness. It went on and on between us, I always asking him directly, but I know that he know that I noticed that something changed. Until one day I came to him and said “Do we have a problem?” he said “No, I mean I don’t know”.
Honestly, I've realized that I should stop asking him if we can fix our tainted friendship. I really don’t know. It’s just that I’m not comfortable talking to him anymore. I don’t mean to be rude, or I didn't mean to leave him behind, but it’s true. Feelings change through time.

I think I realized that I don’t need you or I can be happy without you, I don’t need to cling to you no more. I don’t know. It just feels right that we’re not talking anymore. What the fuck, I don’t even understand myself right now. Up until now, it’s still awkward running across you in the hallways. I swear.

Friendship left us? I guess…