A grade of 4.0 .?

At first I thought, I am ready on what are the possible things that might happen...but now , I'm here very depressed and down on what had happened. Honestly, I‘m not bitter because I failed S.A.D. defense as a matter of fact, before I enter the defense room and present to the panelist, I already told to myself that I have a very big chance of failing. Pero the way the panelist prasie my hardships duh !are very contradicting on the grades that they gave to me triple 4.0 ? shit ! anu ako mangmang. I know I’m not good in programming but I know deep inside I know my effort I know na may kabuluhan yung ginawa ko they gave me a 4.0 kasi they are very bothered kung kakayanin ko ba sa S.S.D. ee mga anak ng teteng naman pala sila ee..why they don’t try me. “IF THER’S A WILL THERE’S A WAY”.  

In two weeks I came up almost the same output with the group that kicked me out. Then they got 2.63 fuck sila na mismo nagsabi di nalalayo yung gawa ko sa kanila pero yung grade na binigay nila ee napakalayo sa katotohanan. 4.0 para sa docu .? para sa Presentation.? Para Prototype.? Para sa Question and Answer .? sinong tangang maniniwala na makakakuha ako ng 4.0 nung time na yun ee may nakapanuod sa defense ko. They told me MAGALING yung ginawa ko. PILI lang yung sinagot ko ng tagalog as a matter of fact they amazed sa mga sagot ko. They didn’t expect na ganun ako kagaling magsalita ng english. Shit naman bakit ba naman kasi nangyayari sakin to!’

Test of FAITH.??? DAMN !!!... ee ako nga amost gumagawa nung grupo pa kami ee ako pa inalis nila .? well that is a past ! next is  di ba nila nakita yung effort ko 3weeks para magprepare para sa lahat .?  nakakainis ...di ko tlga kayang tanggapin yung 4.0 na grade ee..ayaw ko tlga !!!..

Another thing is how can I get a triple 4.0 knowing the fact na one of the panelist is laging nasa labas he doesnt even heard me defending my system. Anu to lokohan .???

I said before that no matter what happened I’m going to accept it ! pero yung ganito.??? NO WAY..it’s a BIG NO NO !.

DAMN !!!